CheonsA

thank you for the opportunity..

2012-02-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

this how guys could change with a snap! in the afternoon a guy said, "all girls are selfish"' but then, look what he'd do at night!!! and there's another guy saying "all guys are too scared to admit that they are selfish" TRUE.

once there was this guy told me about his plans making surprise for the girl he likes (well thats what i think, he likes. but he keeps saying no) and when i was listening to him talking, i was thinking to myself, wow it'd be nice if someone would do it for me.. and today the same guy was telling me how he wanted to give surprise to these close friends of his.. so i gave suggestions and answers and opinions (of course without "inserting" my emoness in my answers. lol - but he knew what i was going through anyway.. so it's okay)

and then the day went not that smooth.. i'd had thoughts and hope that today would have been better than yesterday.. but still.. oh well, it wasnt as smooth. again and again, i didnt feel special anymore, and it made me angry.. well, for whatever reason it was, i shouldn't be angry right? :\ but knowing that im not special anymore, not the person that Someone would find in Someone's free time even abit just to check on me, oh well, for whatever reasons it were, i shouldn't be angry.. but i was. angry for reasons i couldn't tell..

and so, another invitation came from the other gang for a dinner and midnight movie.. well, i didn't wanna go, cos yeah, it's not them the reason, it's me. (sorry guys.. not today) so i chose to accept the other invitation from mr.L for supper.. cos i'd known that i'd be emo alone at home with nobody talking to me.. and i did feel like talking to mr.L and just needed to laugh more and told him everything.. so yeah, i reached home and i saw his nice car waited for me. i went in, and there he went, "okay, this is for you." (there's a big bouquet of flowers sitting on the front seat) and i was like, "huh? what? isn't this for G?" he was like, "nope, it's for you" me went "but you said it was for G" him "it's a surprise what.." yeah true. thats what i thought..

so we did this fun crime.. lol. hope they liked it as i did (eventhough he was convinced that my favorite color was purple?!?! he even didnt know what my favorite color was??? how long have we been friends mr.L?? you tell me! =.="). and what made me surprise was this line where he went "i hope i make everybody happy tonight" i knew he didn't mean me, but that line got me thinking for a while, am i happier tonight? (i hope Someone would be jealous seeing this pic.)

thank you. :)

and so, since i said, i didnt wanna go home, we went for a mamak talk at dj, we just talked about our hot topic, runningman and how gary's so sincere to jihyo, about life, about love, about guys and girls, about everything.. and there's a hanging message about 12am.. hm, (thats when i know..............)

why didnt u just text to check on me

and u didnt read my texts

oh well, time to sleep soon. anyways, thank you mr.L again for the opportunity to feel special when a guy gave a girl flower. and thanks for the laughs and kindness and care you've shown. for at least not letting me be alone tonight.. for making me feel less emo. i feel relieved. abit. hehe..

nol,im waiting.

Han Namjaga isso, nol nomu saranghan.. Han Namjaga isso, saranghae maldo mo tha nun..

2012-02-17T09:30:00.000+08:00

so, this morning, the moment i opened my eyes, this song played in my head. and it has been playing there in my head since then.. this is a korean song, sung by kim jong kook-sshi, my lil sis' boyfriend =.=" (she likes him so much!) this is it, Han Namja, means One Man..

cham orae-dwan-nabwa / i mal chocha mosaek hal mankum
ni nunbinman bwado nol hwonhi ta anun
ni chin-guchorom noye kurimja chorom

nul hamkke hae-nnabwa / niga himdul-ttaena sulpul ttae
werowo hal-ttaedo ddo ibyol alh-koso
apahal-ttaedo ni nunmul taggajul

han namjaga-isso nol nomu saranghan
han namjaga isso saranghae maldo mo-tha-nun
ni gyote son nae-milmyon ggot tah-ul koriye
chasinboda agginun nol gachin naeka isso

norul utke hanuni-rochik keugonman saengga-kha-go
onje odisona norul barabogo
nol kuriwo hago ni kokchongman hanun

han namjaga-isso nol nomu saranghan
han namjaga isso saranghae maldo mo-tha-nun
ni gyote son nae-milmyon ggot tah-ul koriye
chasinboda agginun nol gachin naeka isso

chonboncchum sam-kigo wo / tto manbonchum chuseuryo bojiman
ma-rha-go shipo michilgot katunde
nol warang nan an-go shipunde

han yojaga isso iron nal morunun
sarang badumyonso sarang injuldo morunun
namankum kkok pabogatun sulpun nol tugo
I sun-gan-do nunmuri najiman haengbo-khan gol
niga gyote itki ttaemun-iya

한 남자
김종국 (Album: Evolution)

참 오래됐나봐 이 말 조차 무색 할 만큼
니 눈빛만 봐도 널 훤히 다 아는
니 친구처럼 너의 그림자 처럼

늘 함께 했나봐 니가 힘들때나 슬플 때
외로워 할때도 또 이별 앓고서
아파할때도 니 눈물 닦아줄-

한 남자가있어 널 너무 사랑한
한 남자가 있어 사랑해 말도 못하는
니 곁에 손 내밀면 꼭 닿을 거리에
자신보다 아끼는 널 가진 내가 있어

너를 웃게 하는 일오직 그것만 생각하고
언제 어디서나 너를 바라보고
널 그리워 하고 니 걱정만 하는

한 남자가있어 널 너무 사랑한
한 남자가 있어 사랑해 말도 못하는
니 곁에 손 내밀면 꼭 닿을 거리에
자신보다 아끼는 널 가진 내가 있어

천번쯤 삼키고 워- 또 만번쯤 추스려 보지만
말하고 싶어 미칠것 같은데
널 와락 난 안고 싶은데

한 여자가 있어 이런 날 모르는
사랑 받으면서 사랑 인줄도 모르는
나만큼 꼭 바보같은 슬픈 널 두고
이 순간도 눈물이 나지만 행복한 걸
니가 곁에 있기 때문이야-

It must've been a long time. Long enough for these words to become colorless.
Even if I just see your eyes, I know everything,
Like your friend, like your shadow.

We must've been together always. When you're having hard time and you are sad,
even when you're lonely. Holding onto separation a bit longer,
Even when I'm hurting to wipe away your tears..

There's a man. Who loves you so much.
There's a man. Who can't even say I love you.
By your side, I put my hand out and
at a path where you can always reach me
I, who cherish you more than myself, am with you.

To make you laugh, I think of only that and
When and where ever you are I'm watching you and missing you.
And who worries of only you,

There's a man. Who loves you so much.
There's a man. Who can't even say I love you.
By your side I put my hand out and
at a path where you can always reach me
I, who cherish you more than myself, am with you.

For the thousandth time I swallow and again for ten thousandth time I try to set
everything straight. I want to tell you. I think I'm going to go insane but,
I want to embrace you all at one but...

There's a girl, who doesn't know I'm like this.
Who receives love but doesn't even know that it is love.
Leaving you, who is as foolish as I and sad,
At this moment tears come but I'm happy.
It's because you're by my side.

Maybe It's Too Late?

2012-02-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

(i hope its not)

Dear Someone, maybe its too late to say/admit this. but i think............

nb: gmn carae bkin org yg uda nyerah utk bjuang lgi?

cos i really miss u these days.

"if you cant say kind words, say nothing at all"

2012-02-15T20:48:00.000+08:00

(dnger tu ov.. =.=)

yeap, so what happened today was.. well, hari ni tu sala 1 hari porcupine ku.. =.= so, it started dari bbm yg bkin aku gdeg abis.. hm, yg bnere aku ga ada hak mara si ya.. itu hak dia mau ngpn, siapa aku juga kn.. tpi aku marah. like, bner2 marah. mpe orange bbm pun aku ga balesin.. tumben2an aku ga bls bbm orang.. mpe kya gtu ci.. pdhl kmrn nya baek2 aja ma org tu.. sigh.

lalu hari ku dilanjutkan.. krn kegedegan ku, akirnya aku di jalan aku merenung ndiri (as usual) one thing that made me calm still was this "dun be scared. when God shakes up all your best laid plans, dun be scared *pat on my back* dun be scared, dun be scared" only those words made me calm.. then aku k ampac as usual.. then aku nonton runningman and tried to you know, cheered myself up.. then, ya ktawa2 kcil doank, but then when orgnya bbm aku, biiiihh, kgdegan kembali.. chef knew how angry i was. and the words i said were..................... sigh. super tajem. nusuk. nusuk kmana2..

lalu on the way teaching, i was so quiet in the car, then kyae si aunty tau de.. dia cm tried to give some solutions for my plans.. (thanks aunty for that.) cos i was way too quiet, yg mpe kyae aku down sedown2nya.. n aku jg lgi bbman ma parents ku.. then i went teaching at small wonders, the children there were a bit naughty.. thank God, she taught, not me. i really didnt have any mood and patience to teach them today. (sorry kids, especially to najla, arishey, and harrisen) one little thing happened today.. harrisen, he sticked to me, he didnt wna be far from me, he kept looking for my hand to hold. till the moment i had to go home, he almost cried when i let go of his hand, then i held it again.. and gave his hand to other teacher.. and i think to myself, he's the only male who doesn't give up on me..

then on the way to ampac, we talked few words, trus pas nyampe ampac then lunch, then ont he way k perodua, i listened to this song: Lay it Down by Jaci Velasquez (and then tears dropped.)

I've been looking till my eyes are tired of looking
Listening till my ears are numb from listening
Praying till my knees are sore from kneeling
On the bedroom floor

I know that You know that my heart is aching
I'm running out of tears and my will is breaking
I don't think that I can carry the burden of it anymore

All of my hopes and my dreams and my best laid plans
Are slowly slipping through my folded hands

So I'm gonna lay it down, I'm gonna learn to trust You now
What else can I do everything I am depends on You
And if the sun don't come back up, I know Your love will be enough
I'm gonna let it be, I'm gonna let it go, I'm gonna lay it down

I've been walking through this world like I'm barely living
Buried in the doubt of this hole I've been digging
But you're pulling me out and I'm finally breathing
In the open air

This room may be dark but I'm finally seeing
There's a new ray of hope and now I'm believing
That the past is the past and the future?s beginning
To look brighter now

'Cause all of my hopes and my dreams and my best laid plans
Are safe and secure when I place them in Your hands

So I'm gonna lay it down, I'm gonna learn to trust You now
What else can I do everything I am depends on You
And if the sun don't come back up, Your love, Your love will be enough
I'm gonna let it be, I'm gonna let it go, I'm gonna lay it down
I'm gonna lay it down, I'm gonna lay it down

so d perodua aku bergalalu ria, mana pas emo2nya, aku mala d ceramain soal refund suninns.. grrrrrr.. bner2 malesin bangeettttt.. grrrrrrr.. then krn nunggunya lumayan, akirnya aku baru balesin org tu.. and dia ga tau apa sala dia. and mala bilang today was hard buat dia juga.. sigh. and again, that song bkin my tear dropped. at perodua???.. yep. tpi aku ga nangis jerat2i la.. cm setetes dua tetes doank..

then balik ampac, then i asked saphira to play violin and i accompanied her. and indeed, music made me relieved. abit. and then now, im home..............................

so, mgkn the best yg bisa describe keadaan ku skrg tu sperti landak yang klo d poke poke in orang, d poke poke in ma musuhnya, klo d poke poke in ma something yang ganggu dia, dia ga bisakluarin duri dia untuk protect dirinya. dia cm bisa tahan all the thorns supaya ga kluar, supaya ga sakitin org2 itu.. trying hard to keep the thorns inside.

*kasi bahu

want my shoulder?

-S-

what makes today "today"?

2012-02-14T23:04:00.002+08:00

"But those who wait on the Lord shall renew their strength.

they shall mount up with wings like eagles,

they shall run and not be weary,

they shall walk and not faint." - Is 40:31

"shoulder?"

yes, pats when i was upset,

shoulder when i needed,

and companion when i needed someone to talk to,

thank you S. :)

(and hug)

ashley's cookies for me,

my only valentine present this year.

happy valentine everybody! <3

when was my happiest moment?

2012-02-10T23:11:00.006+08:00

Young girl, don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall

Young girl, it's alright
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly

When you're safe inside your room, you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

When there's no one else, look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend, just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength that will guide your way
You'll learn to begin to trust the voice within

Young girl, don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away

Young girl, just hold tight
Soon you're gonna see your brighter day

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you look outside, look inside to your soul

When there's no one else, look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend, just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength that will guide your way
If you will learn to begin to trust the voice within

Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know
(Be strong)
You'll break it
(Hold on)
You'll make it
(Be strong)
Just don't forsake it because
(Hold on)
(No one can tell you what you can't do)
No one can stop you, you know that I'm talking to you

When there's no one else, look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend, just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength that will guide your way
You'll learn to begin to trust the voice within

Young girl, don't cry, I'll be right here
When your world starts to fall

Treat your girl right, bro. Plain and simple.

2012-01-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

"I know it can be hard to please her sometimes, but it’s worth it in the end. Remember that she’s your happiness, your world. She should be the first person you talk to in the morning, and the last person you whisper “Good night” to. Unlike some of your bros, she’s going to be there for you when you’re the happiest, but more importantly, when you’re at your lowest. She’ll cook for you and care for you, so treat her like a queen. Girls are delicate creatures. Think before you say. Think before you act. They take every little mistake you make and multiply it by a thousand. So try not to mess up, aight? When you’re fighting, sometimes it’s better to put your relationship before your own pride. You’re not helping yourself by making her upset, bro. And never, ever, under any condition, let her go to sleep crying. She’ll resent you for it for the rest of your days. Don’t forget to make her feel special everyday. Open doors, go shopping with her. Hell, make dinner for her! The more you show her you love her, the more she’ll give you in return. Remember that an “I love you” via text is never as special as one in person. And show her off to your bros, don’t be ashamed of her. She’s never been ashamed of your dorky ass. Look, she doesn’t really need much in a relationship; she just wants to feel like she matters to you. That’s not asking for much, bro. But if you haven’t learned a thing from reading this, remember this. Love her unconditionally, loyally, and keep her close. Love her with everything you’ve got: emotionally, mentally, and physically. Because I swear, if you won’t treat your girl right, someone else definitely will." (via fb)

happy CNY 3!

2012-01-25T21:17:00.001+08:00

"you deserve someone better?"

"why"

"you'll be disappointed later"

"why"

"cos i'll hurt you"

"why"

"i cant explain"

- i just want you to be better each day, S-

*******

so arthy fetched us, then we had a trip from dJ to taman melawati to look for my bro's stuffs, but the shop was closed, so yeah, we went to ampang for korean food. hahahah!! YEAH! and when i opened the door, the waitress went "annyonghasaeyo, (*@^$*#&(&^*@!(^#*@ (said something in korean) *silence* how many person?" ovr: "3 persons"..then apparently the waitress is from indonesia, so she said, "tadi saya pkir mbak dr korea, face2nya, fashion nya kya korean" MUAHAHAHAHAHA..

then after that we went to low yat to get my new spare battery.. :( next, is blackberry pouch. but i hope i could find my old one :(

happy CNY 2! - happy birthday dearest, chef!

2012-01-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

so sueann, oz and ezra picked me up from dJ house then we went to tropicana mall.. then we had these 12+12 ninja joe burgers. hahhahah.. oz,ovr,zac,sueann,ahKit,ezra,jensu,susanne,mabro..

then after that we went up to the cinema where chef was waiting for us.. it's his birthday, but we didnt say anything purposely.. LOL.. except zac,, he wished him on fb already. hahaha.. oh well, so yeah, we just said, happy new year, and that's it.. then we went in to the cinema to watch this full-of-blood-movie, the Underworld: awakening.. but i like the main actress.. so pretty! and cool! :D

and then we went to ktz. surprisingly, it was open and not many people were there!! we didnt have to wait to be seated.. hahaha.. yay!! and again, we haven't said anything to chef :P 

then we decided to visit susanne's house.. and then when we reached there, the minute she turned on the tv, avatar was showing.. so we watched avatar there.. hahaha.. susanne, chef, mabro, sueann, ahKit, ovr, irwin, ezra, zac.. and mary.. 

mary is a little dog, little dog, little dog..

and after it ended, there's godzilla.. we almost stuck there watching 3 shows in a day. lol.. but we didn't.. so we went out for dinner at 1u sri melaka, place where zac worked before.. chef, ovr, susanne, her bro, irwin, mabro, zac.. but before that we sang a happy birthday song for chef and gave him birthday cake.. :D happy birhday!!!

*******

happy birthday again to a dear friend, a dear chef, mr. Jo. may God bless you more and more, may God meet you your other half this year and get married faster okay!! :D may God bless your work, your company, your family, your dogs, your workers, everybody who's related to you.. and also, thank you so much for being a bro, being a sis, being a mom and being a dad.. being a joker, comforter, fortune teller, chef, a very good friend, also for being one of the best advisers and a sis keeper in my life! :) thank you for being a part of my journey here in malaysia.. may God bless you, Chef! xoxo

happy CNY 1!!! - miss you Tongs, TODites! :D

2012-01-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

1st day of cny.. so the actual plan was going to genting with earl, arthy, mabro, aboL, and me.. but aboL got to work (during the holiday?!) so yeah, after getting ready, we gathered at arthy's and then tried to decide where to go and what to eat.. and i wonder why we took more than 30mins to decide.. the choices were hotel's buffet, then kfc, the noodles, then.. hmm, so we decided to go to pyramid and hopefully the chinese restaurant chosen by earl would be open.. which mostly likely, no.

we went to pyramid and the restaurant was closed, so we tried another restaurant and it was closed too.. so we just walked and walked and walked.. the only places that were open were the junkfood and western.. we went to ninja joe to try its burger. mabro bought 1 set.. oh, and next to it is the toilet restaurant!!! it's so cute!!

sunway lagoon was packed!

then i tried to ask some people thru bbm.. like bangJu and Saga.. and unfortunately they replied me after we left pyramid.. sigh. so we tried going to crocodile farm which is another chinese restaurant, which most likely would be close too.. but this mr.arthy was being stubborn and wasted our petrol to go there.. then knowing that it was closed, again we accepted earl's suggestion to go to chilli's at empire.. so we parked our car at subang parade and made our way to the empire.. here we are.. chilli's. finally. food. hungreh.

you just know they're indonesians the moment they take out their phones.

after eating we walked around empire just to wait for the rain to stop.. it was very very cold i tell you.. so, we went to toys r us.. another favorite place of mine. hahahah.. but i dun think they liked it :P

then we walked back to subang parade cos we had to go to oma's house for visit.. so eventhough it was drizzling, we had to walk back.. lol. we felt like real tourists.. it was sooooo hot when we walked in to empire so we had our sunglasses on, but it was drizzling when we walked out of the empire, so we had our cloth/sweaters/anything you name it. ahahah.. :p then at subang parade, we saw this barongsai performance..

then at oma's we were given food againnnnn.. =.=" we were still full (the girls) but the boys, as usual, they're always hungry.. they could another plate of rice. WOW!.. then we played with baby ashley and we watched conan.. me, earl, and mabro chose conan,. but only arthy chose sinetron, Anugrah. omg. is he a girl?!..oh btw, the car broke down. it just stopped in the middle of the road and the boys had to push it.. till marcus helped us with it..

then we went to cheras to visit the Tongs :D yayyy!! i really miss them so much! and what a surprise, jem was there too!! yay!! :D danny and jem made my day!! :D yayyyyy!! we met the todites, we had fun, we washed plates, played guitar, sang songs, had webcam conversation with chef! omg! hahahaa.. and we made fun of him. LOL

their funny poses..

and then i went home. ahh.. didn't wanna be apart from them. wish i could spend more time with them. :( miss them so much.. :(

*******

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUEJAN!! I MISS YOU!! <3

HAPPY CNY!!!

2012-01-22T23:59:00.000+08:00

our rock church had very little people today.. bangJu and Gio went back to their hometown, aldyFu hasn't come back.. so we only have ovr, mabro, aboL, arthy, 3Jos and earl.. soooo, after CNY lunch at oma's we went back. i went back to cheras for a while, to see how messy mabro's room is and to feed the bunny..

and then we went to dJ house to get ready and put some stuffs then we went to pick the surians, then the sunUers.. we went to 1u for CNY dinner, at fish and co. hahahah :D the best fish and chips in town! :D yayyy!

i love this sauce!

aboL

Joshua

JosephineTirza

Jonathan

ovr

earl

mabro

the best fish and chip in town.

italian fish and chip

NY fish and chip

after eating we walked to the cinema to watch movie, but there's no nice movie to watch.. there're chinese movies all around, we've watched all the english movies, so, we just headed home.. sunU, then suriamas.. at suriamas, we just watched runningman, episode 18 if im not mistaken, a very cute episode where the guys had to flirt to jihyo and lizzy.. awwhhh.. when joong ki flirted jihyo, he was sooo cute i tell you!! :D hahhahahahhah.. i wished i were jihyo. ;p

it's the 3rd night this song keeps repeating in my head..

2012-01-20T23:37:00.000+08:00

"That's Where You Find Love"
by: Westlife

In your eyes, I found the greatest prize
You and I could not be closer
And in your arms, is everything I want
Now I know my search is over

And I don't know where you take me
But it's exactly where I wanna be

[Chorus:]
It's where the stars line up
It's where the ocean's touch
It's in a place you've never been that feels like home
It's in the air right now
It's when you give your all, and give a little more
I've never been so sure, that's where you find love

People pass, and listen to us laugh
Wishing that they had the same thing
And our friends they ask, how we made it last
I just smile and say the same thing

I'm not sure how we got here
Baby I'm just glad that we got here

[Chorus:]
It's where the stars line up
It's where the ocean's touch
It's in a place you've never been that feels like home
It's in the air right now
It's when you give your all, and give a little more
I've never been so sure, that's where you find love
That's where you find love

It's where the stars line up
It's where the ocean's touch
It's in a place you've never been that feels like home
It's in the air right now
It's when you give your all, and give a little more
I've never been this sure, that's where you find love

Find love
That's where you find love

Memorable Quotes from One Night With the King

2012-01-20T23:33:00.005+08:00

Mordecai:A drunken brawl is no place for a young lady of purity.

Rebekah:Then why's a good Jew like you goin'?
Mordecai:All the scribes have to go. There is war in the air!

Hagai:Where are you from?
Queen Esther:I am... of the wind. Whose sound is heard yet none can tell from whence it comes or where it goes.
Hagai:Well, we gather in an hour. Try not to blow away before then.

Mordecai:You were chosen for a time such as this...

King Xerxes:[Xerxes is returning from the training camp, having been gone for quite some time] Have you had a busy morning?
Queen Esther:Not as busy as it could get.

Hagai:[leading Esther to Xerxes chambers] You can let go of my arm now. He will be the fortunate one to choose you... He will be the one who congratulations are due...
[she still won't let go]
Hagai:Esther, my arm.
Queen Esther:[in Xerxes's chambers, walking towards the stool]
King Xerxes:[standing in the shadows] The scroll is on the stool. You may begin when ever you are ready.
Queen Esther:[glances at the stool and back towards Xerxes]
King Xerxes:[pacing around] Is there a problem?... Did they not tell you I weary at this procession of candidates? I simply wanted someone to...
[stops and looks at Esther]
King Xerxes:Wait. You were the one who read to me before. You tried to beguile me with love stories. Did you not think I had the sense to see through your little parable? The arrogance, you speak to me as I were this Rachel, in need of help to look after my father's sheep!
Queen Esther:My lord, I meant no disrespect.
King Xerxes:[walking towards her] And this is how you come to see me? Your only adornment before your one night with the king.
Queen Esther:It is, your majesty.
King Xerxes:You consider yourself of so little worth, that I could purchase your love so cheaply.
Queen Esther:I was taught... that when you visit a King, rather than expect a gift, one should bring one to lay at his feet.
[removes her necklace and offers it to him]
Queen Esther:This is my most valuable possession in the world. It is my past, my present, and my future. And all of it is yours.
King Xerxes:[takes her necklace and turns away] Some would call you foolish, indeed. As they would call your Jacob. Of all commodities, love is the easiest... and the most cheaply purchased.
Queen Esther:[considerate] If it is for sale, my lord. It is not love.
King Xerxes:Even you...
[moving closer]
King Xerxes:Even you must have a price.
Queen Esther:I am neither a buyer nor a seller of love.
King Xerxes:[earnestly] Suppose, my lady. A man offered you a more treasured gift. Say a kingdom.
Queen Esther:[near tears] The only gift I would accept is your heart.
King Xerxes:[taking her hands] Than it is yours. And you didn't have to serve 7 years to get it. Tell me, Esther of Susa. Who are you really? Tell me of your people. Teach me of your ways.
Queen Esther:My father told me it takes the glory of God to conceal a matter. And it takes the honor of Kings to search it out.
King Xerxes:Than marry me and we shall spend an eternity discovering this 'truth'... together.

King Xerxes:Of all commodities love is the most cheaply purchased
Queen Esther:If it is for sale, my lord, it is not love.

Queen Esther:What made you come back?
King Xerxes:I saw them, I saw the stars.

Mordecai:God, every day I pray for you to give me the paitence of Job, the wisdom of Soloman. And what do you give me? You give me the endless equivocations... of a beautiful, young woman!

Queen Esther:If I perish... I perish.

Queen Esther:You see me as a child? Well, you are mistaken, I am much younger!

Mordecai:Why would they buy belladonna from you?
Jewish apothecary merchant:May they seek poison someone. Very deadly. Very quick.
Mordecai:You sold them poison? A Jew sells poison to the king's fruit tasters?
[grabbing the merchants face and shaking him]
Mordecai:Have you any idea for whom it might have been intended?

King Xerxes:Tell me of your people, teach me of your ways
Queen Esther:My father told me, It takes the glory of God to conceal the matter and the honor of kings to search it out.

King Xerxes:Then marry me... And we shall spend an eternity discovering this truth... together.

Queen Esther:Will you not join me in the palace? I could have you be named in any post you desire...
Mordecai:My Lord will take care of me... Do you take care... of your Lord ?

Queen Esther:Let my life be given me, at my petition and my people at my request
King Xerxes:You demand me your life, and that of your people? My dear girl,I know not of your people, you have yet to tell me who they are.
Queen Esther:Have we been nearly sold as slaves? I would have held my tounge, This... This Haman wanted our blood, my blood, the blood of Jacob, your Jacob. Your Jacob was given a new name, Israel. As do was I.
King Xerxes:You... Esther, a Jew?
Queen Esther:Not Esther, my lord, Hadassah Batabihan ,Daughter of the tribe of Benjamen, Child of the most high God.
Haman, the Amelekite:Never have I heard I heard a more pathetic story in my entire life.

Queen Esther:Perhaps, instead of asking questions of our trials, our trials are ment to ask questions of ourselves.

Hagai:[listening to Esther and others read an Old Babylonian heroic poem from behind a pilar] Gilgamesh. In the original. I read translation, never the original.
Queen Esther:[now beside him, smiling] You read?

King Xerxes:Suppose, my lady. A man offered you a kingdom.
Queen Esther:[almost in tears] The only gift I would accept... is your heart.

Queen Esther:Please God. Look upon us with favor and turn this dungeon into someplace wonderful.
Queen Candidate:Is this the dungeon or someplace wonderful...

Father of Esther:[in Esther's memories] Happy birthday, Hadassah!
Young Esther:[looking at her gift] A stone ball?
Father of Esther:[laughing] Remember it is the glory of God to conceal a matter, but the honor of kings to seek it out.
Mother Of Esther:[as Hadassah open the stone ball and sees the necklace] It's from the promise land. Your great grandmother brought it with her.
Father of Esther:And like you, it's true treasure is etched with in.
[holding the necklace to the candle as the stars appear]

Hagai:[in Xerxers' chambers] Queen Vashti, your majesty.
[steps aside, revealing the beautiful Queen]
King Xerxes:Enter.
[gathers his shirt and goes to her, kissing her hand]
King Xerxes:The night's festivities hold not your interests?
Queen Vashti:It is long since you summoned me here.
[looking at his work table]
Queen Vashti:Your hands have not been idle.
King Xerxes:Not idle... not gifted either.
Queen Vashti:You do know why the Princes have asked you to extend the feasting another night.
King Xerxes:[turning to leave] Your to late if you seek me to deny them, especially now. With such clamering to march upon Greece and avenge my father's death.
Queen Vashti:[stopping him, pleading] How long have dreamt of molding Persia into a pillar of learning and culture? Afraid to make even the greatness of Greece buy a shadow. You know as well as I that this not something that is won in battle, but in the hearts of men.
King Xerxes:[unbelieving] You would have me do nothing then?
Queen Vashti:You're no warrior, no soldier... I'd have you stay... enhance your kingdom, preserve your thrown.
[hesitates and leaves]

Jesse:[catching Esther as she runs in the street] Looking for someone?
Queen Esther:I'm fine. Thank you. You can run back to Rebecca now.
Jesse:[inquiring] Oh, I'm sure you're fine. Tell me Hadassah or who ever you are, how do you intend to get into the palace?
Queen Esther:[relieved] You didn't come to take me back?
Jesse:[laughing with her] Come or I shall you, Hadassah the mouse!

Queen Esther:[on the balcony, watching the feast] They go to fetch the Queen. She must be lovely, reigning in a place such as this.
Jesse:None is more lovely then you, my queen.
[kissing her hand]
Queen Esther:My thanks, fair prince.
Jesse:Prince?... Why is it for years you threaten to join the caravan for Jerusalem, yet you never do? What holds you back?
Queen Esther:[forlorn] Perhaps the courage to face it alone.
Jesse:[aspirant] What if you had someone to join you?

King Xerxes:[as his subjects become louder requesting the Queen] Am I to be a mockery before my subjects?
Prince Admantha:[interjecting] Or Greece as well.
King Xerxes:[intent] Continue, cousin.
Prince Admantha:Let not this deed of refusal travel abroad to all women, making their husbands contemptible in their eyes. Let it not be said that Xerxes commanded his wife to come before him, but she came not. Vashti is not only guilty of disobedience to the crown, but against the protocols of our fathers.
King Xerxes:Tell me.
[turning to Memucan]
King Xerxes:What dictates the protocol?
Prince Memucan:A royal edict must be issued and written into the laws of the land, that Vashti... that Vashti come no more before the King. That her royal position be given to a new Queen. Someone more 'worthy' then her.
Hagai:[at attention] My lord. What answer do I send the Queen?
King Xerxes:[as his guests become more protesting, standing] The land has no more Queen!

Queen Esther:[daunted by Xerxes's anouncement, to Jesse] Nor there's not to be a Queen here any longer. Mordecai has given me his blessing. Let us leave tomorrow. Together.

Mordecai:[worried, about the search for a new Queen] There's no need for alarm. Nor likelihood they will not come for you. And not all who taken will be chosen. Not that the Queen has already been selected through bribery or chicanery.
Queen Esther:[distressed] How do I keep our laws? How do I pray? What excuse do I offer God for not keeping his commandments?
Mordecai:Oh, Hadassah. God see's the forward observance according to natures place. I think it would be better... if you forget that you were a Jew. If it is a sin, then, then, then let it be on my head. Promise me you will do that if you are taken. Promise me that!
Queen Esther:If I am taken, I will do as you say.
Mordecai:We should give a different name. Hadassah is too Jewish... Esther! Esther is a good Babylonian name. Yes. That is what we shall call you from now on. Esther of Susa. Promise me. Promise if you are taken.
Queen Esther:I said if I am taken. If, if, if...
[rising to the door]
Queen Esther:But for now, you should look for me on the streets of Jerusalem. Dancing like David before the glory of the Lord.
Mordecai:Uh Hadassah?
Queen Esther:[singing, before she leaves] Who?

Hagai:[to the Queen candidates] Walk on to a brand new life. The method of your rival was not of my choosing. I am Hagai, his majesty's royal eunuch. I have been assigned to over see your preparations.
Queen Esther:[to the frightened group] It's ok.

Queen Esther:[surprised by Hagai] You have a very bad habit.
Hagai:The palace is no place for children.
Queen Esther:You think of me as a child? Well, you are wrong. I am much younger than that!
[lauging and dancing around]
Hagai:How do they call you?
Queen Esther:[stopping] Esther.
Hagai:Curious name. From where you come?
Queen Esther:[dancing around] I'm of the wind, whose sound is heard. Yet none know from whence it comes or where it goes.
Hagai:Well, we gather with in the hour. Try not to blow away before then.
[leaves Esther laughing and dancing]

Prince Memucan:[very anxious] Think not I heard your whispered orchestrations that night and how you drew even me into your schemes!
Prince Admantha:[snapping] In these troubled time, it is easy to name any man traitor! I even recall a certain campaign in Ionia, under King Darius; where someone allowed the defeated Greeks to keep their own form of government. Their democracy, instead of placing the protocal of the empire in control; favoring democracy. They doctrine to which all Persia is opposed.
Prince Memucan:[indignant, turning to leave] I followed orders!
Prince Admantha:[stopping him, chuckling a little] Come.Come.Come.Come. We trouble ourselves with foolish things. The King asked me to speak, I did. I obeyed as you did.

Hagai:[to Esther as she is feeding the monkeys] I am curious, to whether you frustrate me of sincerity or to ensure you're never chosen Queen.
Queen Esther:[getting to her feet, turning around] You assume I actually care about being chosen Queen.
Hagai:I am serious!
Queen Esther:Serious of what? Finding a real Queen? Is that why you subject us to these beauty treatments? These... classes?
Hagai:You do not like our fine instructors?
Queen Esther:They simply neglect to teach us some things.
Hagai:Such as?
Queen Esther:Well seemingly anything to do with actually being Queen. The thought well thought; the word well spoken; and the deed well done. As it is said in the great books.
Hagai:[very amused] You read?
Queen Esther:Many times.
Hagai:[turns away and starts laughing]
Queen Esther:[going after him] Before I received your 'invitation', I was reading of Gilgamesh and the Babylonian!

Jesse:[finding Esther by the garden pool] They tell you're called Esther now.
Queen Esther:[turning around and hugging him] Oh Jesse.
Jesse:[correcting] Hatack.
Queen Esther:Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego were pagan names too. We're in good company.
Jesse:[very stricken] The names were Hananiah, Mishael, and Azariah. They were thrown into the furnace.
Queen Esther:[laughing] But than what happened?
Jesse:Come on. I've found a way out and there's a caravan leaving for Jerusalem tonight... So we can get out of here.
Queen Esther:Escape?... Jesse, I... I can't leave... What if... What if I am chosen?
Jesse:What if you're chosen what? What if you are chosen Queen? Look what they's done to us? What good could come of any of this?
Queen Esther:Perhaps, instead of asking questions of our trials, our trials are ment to ask questions of ourselves.
Jesse:They cut me!... I know we can't be what I hope, but...
Queen Esther:[as he leaves] Jesse... I can't leave. I'm sorry. Sorry.

Hagai:[to Esther, as the other chose from the royal jewels] You stand not impressed?
Queen Esther:[shyly] Matters not what impresses me. How is one to choose when they know not what impresses the King. Will you teach me?
Hagai:I will do far more than that. Come.
[open the box on the table and gives her the necklace]
Hagai:A recent acquisition, one I believe the King will find most pleasing.

King Xerxes:[at the training grounds, to Hagai] My captain!
Hagai:Blame me not for this, my lord. But the princes' have ordered us to begin brining you candidates by the end of the week.
King Xerxes:[quite amused] You jest. I am in the middle of...
Prince Memucan:[cuts in with a smile] At least you'll get it over with. Besides these men might enjoy seeing some ladies around. No?

King Xerxes:[quite amused, watching Misgath attempt to mount her horse] By the looks of it, I must be allowing the candidates to keep their jewelry.
Hagai:[cringing] Perhaps a horse ride is not the best idea, my lord.

Hagai:You read not for the candidates this evening?
Queen Esther:[sadly] My throat is soar.
Hagai:Your throat or your heart? It has only been a few days since your read for him.
Queen Esther:[walking] A few days is a thousand years. If Xerxes had found pleasure in me, surely he would have...
Hagai:You think a eunuch can know love? That before I was a cripple of a man, there was one that held my heart.
Queen Esther:What became of her?
Hagai:I know not. I never found the courage to return to face her again.

King Xerxes:[impassioned, kissing Esther deeply] Know you how many times I tried to come for you after that first night... How many evenings I spent counting the stars to keep my mind off you... How many excuses I created just to avoid the other candidates
[kissing her wholly]

Prince Memucan:[playing an ancient, lifesize version of chess] Now let me see... you over there.
Queen Esther:Why can not a truce be arranged?
King Xerxes:Truce? That devil, Memucan has beat me twice in a row.
Queen Esther:I fear losing you.
King Xerxes:I gave an oath
[rising to feet, with Esther]
King Xerxes:to my father.
Queen Esther:He's the one I fear losing you to. You must dream You'll be gone much in the coming months.
King Xerxes:Keep this for me.
[giving her the necklace]
Queen Esther:But it is yours.
King Xerxes:Than be at peace. I always return for what is mine.
[before kissing her]
Prince Memucan:Will thoust sit there all day, my lord!
[gesturing for him to play]

Haman, the Amelekite:Pieces are falling into place, ones we have spoken of. One by one.
Haman's Wife:[chidding] Soothsaying does not become you, Haman.
Haman, the Amelekite:Oh my darling, I speak of the truth, not of stars. My burden I would not wish on any man! But the blood of my forefather will be avenged! The god will smile down on our sons for our obedience.
Haman's Wife:Are you mad? 'This' is you plan?

Queen Esther:[in her prayers] Obedient I have been. I walk before you with a loyal heart and now I stand in the hour of trouble precisely because of my obedience. I beseech you father. Let there be another way. Rise up a deliverer and let this pass... let this pass.

Queen Esther:[after being told of the King's intentions] And who is this honored man?
Haman, the Amelekite:A scribe. A Jewish scribe, who claims to have saved the King's life.
Queen Esther:I should think you would be honored by such a privilege given by the King.
Haman, the Amelekite:[seething] Honored? Prestige of Persian is at stake. What will it be said of your husband, the king that he commanded his highest prince to lead a Jew through the streets? A Jew, my lady!
Queen Esther:And how is a Jew any different than you or I?
Haman, the Amelekite:They are our enemy! They must be destroyed.
Queen Esther:They may your enemy, but not mine.
Haman, the Amelekite:The way you defend them, one might almost think...
Queen Esther:[challenging] One might think what, my prince?
Haman, the Amelekite:One might think that is all, my lady. One might think.

Father of Esther:[first lines - narration] From whence comes the purpose of a person's life? Coming by chance? A casting of the lot? Or does a call of destiny beckon to each of us? Many have wondered about my little Hadassah, and why a simple Jewish orphan was chosen to stand against the annihilation of her people. And yet the mystery of the girl most know as Esther, begins not where one might think, but 500 years earlier, with a single act of disobedience.
Father of Esther:King Saul of the Israelites had been sent by the prophet Samuel to wipe out an ancient child-sacrificing enemy. So pervasive was their evil that not even their oxen or their sheep were to be spared. And above all, no survivors left breathing.

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2012-01-19T23:57:00.002+08:00

i got closer to trishLim :) // car? no car? // will it become true? // who do you wanna see? // and now, its mabro, mom, kex, chef, naomi, liz, giovan, adr, angel, who's next??

i shall name today as "hanya demi McD"

2012-01-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

jalan dr jm 9.30 k suriamas

then k jalan ipoh dmi maybank and hong leong bank

then k small wonders subang

then got lost mpe icity

then found way back to ara damansara (tapi lost d ampac)

then cheras mcd tpi super rame

then k leisure mall dmi mcd

then anter edo k angkasa

then balik k rumah

ashley yg super manja. grrrrrrr

then dinner invitation from chef at 1u fish n co

then movie, the beaver

q: if I _ _ _ was that crazy, would you still love him?

LOL. that's funny

pulang balik, d anterin mpe lift, then dia cao

now i know why working people love holiday, body treatments, massage, and spa!

2012-01-16T23:44:00.000+08:00

so, again, today is the second day i feel very tired of my work. hahaha.. hm, it's just the first day of it, but i've complained a lot. LOL.. hahahah.. but then, i'll just learn to enjoy and have fun right? :D

when life gives you lemons

just add some sugar and make a lemonade! :P

thanks mr.saga for lending me your stuff to make the pics nice :p hahahah.. and also for your effort trying to cheer me up! :)

btw, i've found my other twin..

meet susanne :P

twice in a day..

2012-01-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

wah, today i found out how it is to be like liz or my boss.. i tasted it a little bit where i had to teach, watched out for all people who rang the bell, picked up the phone calls, took care of the receipt and the payment, answered questions about ampac and the lessons, i was so called "assistant" for my boss.. drove back and forth from bungalow to ampac, from ampac to the bungalow, or DJ house.. or bank, or photostat shop..

sooooo, my day started with a sudden awakening at 6.30++am.. i know i know, it's a normal time to wake up.. but but, i slept late last night.. oh well, no reasoning.. ya ya.. soo, yeah, i woke up till i managed to sleep again, then out of a sudden, 9.50am, my boss called me to join them for meeting at 10am. hahah! the meeting finished with many homework for me to do.. but thank God, she treated me and teacher kym lunch at bernard's at bU.. its western food is nice! i ordered marinara fettucini.. but it came last..

lady boss : what did you order?
ovr : marinara
Lb : hey hey, can you please check if the mariana is done?
ovr : err, i ordered marinara
Lb : ya ya.. just check if the mariana is done.. why is it taking up such a long time?
ovr : LOL (dlm hti) hehehe

after lunch, we went back to Dj to started the hectic-ness of the day. well, at least for me. lol. hehehehe.. working a day in ampac making me miss my holiday already. LOL.. cny holiday, come faster please.. :P but i felt excited too.. pretended to be a photocopy worker, call picker, writing the receipts, hahah.. it was just fun i guess.. :P (or maybe cos it's the first day..)

so, there's another small getaway after work.. after picking him up from his workplace, this was my first thought: "is it a checkered day?" lol.. we headed towards ss2 where all the food shops placed. after getting a parking, we went in to ktz and we ordered what we want.. and i tell you! that's the first time i ate yam without feeling euuuuhhhhhh!! the yam cake was actually good, cos there's so much red onions.. also the wasabi mayonnaise that made the yam taste gone.. but again, i got my honeydew dessert after he almost finished his food and desert.. :( not again.. i got it twice in a day! >.< oh man.. but thanks mr.Fangky treated me a nice dessert at ktz.. and hopefully my red wouldn't smell like a cigarette tomorrow.. thanks mr. fangky for your advices about trips and conversations we had :)

and now here i am feeling fresh when i know i suppose to be sleeping this time.. =.=

if im special,show me that i am.

these kids, i miss.

2012-01-12T23:55:00.000+08:00

this year, i dont teach them anymore, somehow.. hmm..

i just miss their smiles, laughter, especially their cute actions

I am a B.Mus FINALLY! :D

2012-01-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

and finally i've got my certificate that shows that i've finished studying my degree! woohoo!! namaku ada embel2nya bok! :p thanks to anna for allowing me to sit in her car.. hehehe :P 

 "Ovira Tiffani Lomena, B.Mus"

how does it sound like? :P haha

and, my digi simcard, it didn't work properly since yesterday afternoon. so whoever messaged me since yesterday afternoon, im sorry, cos the 3g signal's gone till today. so, i went to 1u with ms.banana to fix it.. but before that, i made a call to digi center! woah.. and it was like my first time doing it.. i mean, the complaining part :P heheehehe.. and it was free! good. :P so yeah, we went to 1u, and we had dinner there at food republic.. and we shared stories.. from college life, to politics in church.. wooooooooo~ 

after that we went for a movie, jack and jill, a family movie, about a twin.. jack doesnt like jill as his twin, cos she's very erm.. JILL. lol. hahaaha.. nice movie. i like the part where they got some twins to share what they feel about being twins, their secret languages, if they feel anything if their other half is in danger or in pain.. btw, jack's nickname is "pokey" and jill's "pagogo"

see you again chef and sueann! :D

2012-01-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

so for today, nvt's dad brought us to bedugul.. before visiting lake beratan, we went to this secret place where not many people know about it.. it has a very ncie view and nice weather.. so we took more pics and posed there..

then we went to lake beratan.. again, to take pics. hahahah.. live for taking photos eh.. hahah :P

and then uncle brought us to the best pork satay at tabanan!! its a very small warung, with two people selling it.. only the husband and his wife. but the pork satay is awesome! super awesome.. chef and sueann liked it sooooo much! if they could, they could have brought it back to mlysia. hahahaha.. oh btw, it's next to klepon shop :p

then, next destination was tanah lot.. it was super hot as usual. yes yes, welcome to bali :p hehehe.. we waited for them to take pics and walk around.. me and my sis were just sitting there, took pics. hahahah.. :P

then for dinner, before going to the airport, we had ayam betutu! :D yayyy!! it was very spicy!! i almost cried.ahahahahhaha..

group pics at the airport.

sueann.nvt.jo.ovr.kex

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happy birthday ico (sorry co, i dun have ur pic! >.<) and ck! :D

a memorable journey. :)

2012-01-03T23:59:00.000+08:00

at about 8am, nvt's dad came and pick us up to go for out tour today.. after picking us up at pulau misol, we all went to gatsu to fetch by and melody.. they'd join our trip today. yay!! :D our first destination was monkey forest ubud.. :D

lumpiang after visiting the monkeys

then, next, was tegalalang and kintamani and bakso..

then, to tanah lot, and 1 pura..

then, we drop mabro and masis on the way back from tanah lot to uluwatu.. in the car, after mabro and masis went off, after by and kiuk had enough rest, they went crazy talking about snsd and sang their songs and Iu's songs..

manja lg dia :D

was nice patted2 u

and syg u

then we went to pantai padang2 and also uluwatu.. chef and sueann went for the kecak dance show.. then 4 of us waited outside.. we talked, we laughed together.. we sat together and shared stories about their childhood. hehehehehe.. about their younger school days.. ^^ heehehhe.. then also, somebody helped me standing when my sleepers was torn off. ^^ hehehee.. nice journey.

then we went to jimbaran for dinner.. again, nice foods with nice companion. :) i love..

cloudy sunrise and sunset, long and wet journey..

2012-01-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

second sunrise in bali for 2012! i had these awesome people with me to watch the sunrise. chef was awake at about 4am, cos mabro and his weird action when he was sleeping. chef said, that mabro sit on the bed suddenly at about 2am.. so chef woke up and asked him if it was the time to get ready.. mabro said something in language that chef didnt understand. then he was like, "okaaaayyyyy" so he went back to sleep and awaken at 4am..

when i woke up, i was surprised cos chef was already awake at that hour.. LOL. so i just got ready and started to clean up and everything.. then, we all went to pantai karang to park.. and we walked along the beach till we found a bale bengong and sat there waiting for the sun to rise.. we waited and waited.. the sky was already bright.. but sadly, the clouds were blocking the red sunrise :( sad.. oh man, but we had fun.. bullying the old chef :P hahahaahahahahaha..

then we walked along the beach.. from pantai karang to pantai bali beach, where the diamond chapel is. and that's like 30mins walking. or 40mins?.. that's very far.. haahahah.. we took some pics.. then we went back to pantai karang.. well, a good exercise ain't it? :D

then we went to dyah's shop to have breakfast.. they liked it, but for sueann, it was already spicy till she drank a lot of water.. for chef, he nearly cried. hahahahahahah.. for us, me and mabro, we were okay.. at home they were welcomed with jaja bali..

then we showered then we went to khrisna to buy some souvenirs, clothes, snacks, and while we were talking about juned, wah, juned bbmed me.. hahahah.. (panjang umur yaaa! :D) then we went to erlangga 2 too.. me and my sis got ourselves a bali t-shirts.. then we went to san jose, then headed back home. mabro and chef went out to buy us lunch at nasi babi guling.. seemed like chef enjoyed his ride so much.. he recorded how it felt like to be on a motorcycle. ahahahahah.. :p then they came back, we had it for lunch, sueann couldn't finish it, chef cried. hahaha.. me and my sis and mabro, we were totally fine.. hahahah

then we joined my sis to watch runningman. hahah.. and we were laughing alot.. like nobody's business. hahahaha.. especially to gary's "natural" expressions. hahahahahahah.. i love runningman!!! :D

then nvt came and joined us for runningman and then we headed to centro for sunset.. thru all the bumps, jams, and all, we reached centro safely.. but again, argh! the clouds blocked the red sunset.. :( oh maannn.. then we walked in centro, deciding where to have dinner, then nvt suggested warung brazil.. so i got lvya and by to join us for dinner.. and so, our long and wet journey started..

things we did at kuta beach

kuta beach

while waiting for the decision for dinner's place

nvt said that it's at the turning next to ck, which was quite near.. so we decided to walk.. 6 of us, me, chef, ma sis, mabro, nvt, sueann. we walked, walked, walked, checked out some shops, then walked, walked, walked, took some pics, then walked, walked, walked.. and suddenly, IT RAINED!!! we were already wet with our sweats and it was added with the rains. and it didnt stop for quite some times.. we ran, ran, ran.. stopped for a while, then we continued running.. till we reached the turning.. which was a minimart. not CK. phew! i felt bad to sueann and chef, but thank God i think they enjoyed it.. hehehehe.. the rain stopped a little while.. so we walked slowly, and suddenly, IT RAINED AGAIN!! omg! we ran, ran, ran, till we reached warung brazil.. and there it was, lvya, waiting for us..

by came late too.. and he got caught in the rain too. hehehe.. btw, still he looked handsome ;) hehehehee.. okay, so we had dinner, then we played games.. by liked the black magic. hehehe.. we had good food, good companion. eheeh :) and then, we walked to by's car.. which was pretty far. like very far i mean.. we walked, walked, walked. oh btw, when i was walking behind him, he still showed some care.. :) hehehe.. thanks for that by. then he drove us back to centro.. he sang us some buble's christmas songs.. i like his voice! :D thanks by for driving us there..

Welcome 2012!! Welcome Chef and Sueann

2012-01-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year Everybody!

Good bye 2011, Welcome 2012

After a long night (almost sleepless new year night), i woke up about 10am, and then did my usual thing, then about 12pm me, mabro, and kex went to the airport to fetch our dear friends, chef and sueann! they came to visit us and Bali. LOL. hahahha.. so at the airport, we waited for quite some times, and me and my sis took a cute pic of a girl dressed up in snow white costume..

as soon as we met them, the first word they said was "joel said this: we were caught in a jam on the way to immigration service. and bali's so hot" hahah.. yeahhh.. welcome to bali :P we went to leko renon for lunch.. glad they liked it! :)

"muka bengong" - by kJ.

and then at night, we went to the service.. chef and edo went there by motorcycle, and it was raining. hahahahahahaha.. congrats chef! :p and us with sueann, we went there by car.. and glad they liked the service and the music team. hahahah.. especially, "falling in love with Jesus".. hm, finally he met him. "he's a handsome guy" that's what he said. then i took them to go around our church.. and chef said, "im tired walking" hahahahah!

budikase.lomena.handoko

sueann.kex.mabro.ovr.jo

and then we went to kedaton for dinner.. oh, actually we wanted to eat at bakso shop near Lp, but there's no more bakso left. lol. hahaha..

Merry Christmas Everyone! wishing you a merry big christmas! :D

2011-12-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

in the morning we had service going on in robinson, kota.. it was a 10am service.. so, look how happy they were :D hehehe..

mey.kex

ovr.louis

ovr.rza

ocha.ovr.tessa

davelynn.ovr

mey.mabro.masis.yosua

after the service ended, all the parents/pastors had a small meeting about robinson's building.. and then, they suggested for my dad to take a break.. so we all went to bedugul.. there was supposed to be more than 2 families, but i didnt know why, only the budikase and lomena went to bedugul.. and we had this snacks.. with SAMBAL. very delicious sambal.. :D

and then we had dinner at pasar senggol at tabanan.. we had nasi babi guling or something.. it was located at a street market, but the food was pretty good.. and this is the first christmas i didnt spend at Lp..

domo has found his friends..

2011-12-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

so when i was lying down on my bed, getting ready to take a nap, suddenly the bell was ringing from the front gate.. i was sooooo lazy to get it.. so i asked mabro to open the door as i hid in the toilet :P hahaha.. so yeah, after i came out from it, i went in to my room, and saw this big packet on my table.. woahhh.. i was like wow..

then i asked mabro what that was, but he didn't answer me, sooooo, i just opened the wrapper and here i saw..  

then, i opened it..  

thank you BS for this big surprise you sent as my christmas gift.. well, i can say that's my first christmas gift ever. lol.. :D thank you so much! :) merry early christmas to you.. really, thank you for ALL, for EVERYTHING you've done for me. :) may God return them 100 folds. for you. :)

The Wedding - Christmas Celebration at Rock Kota

2011-12-18T23:59:00.000+08:00

 the service

prophetic team 

 ktua gang - om adi

 kk doctor oni, kk gSektor frans, wL

 bung heince the coordinator

 acel marucel

ovr

 kokoh rudeh

mey

 soundman, om danil..

pictures taken after the service..

 jejeyyy

 ovr and rudeh jr.

ovr n kokoh rudeh 

 ovr.acel

ovr.lily

budikases and Lomenas

twins

true.

2011-12-06T14:48:00.001+08:00

if we are to love sincerely, and with simplicity,

we must first of all overcome the fear of not being loved

- thomas merton (no man is an island) -

Maya Angelou's interview.

2011-12-06T14:37:00.001+08:00

in april, Maya Angelou was interviewed by oprah on her 70th birthday. oprah asked her what she thought of growing older. and there on television, she said it was "exciting"

regarding body changes, she said there were many, occuring every day.. like her breasts. they seem to be in a race to see which will reach her waist first? the audience laughed so hard they cried. she is such a simple and honest woman, with so much wisdom in her words?!

maya angelou said this:

"i've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today,

life goes on, and it will be better tomorrow"

"i've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things:

a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled christmas tree lights."

"i've learned that making a 'living' is not the same thing as 'making a life."

"i've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance"

"i've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands,

you need to be able to throw some things back."

"i've learned that whenever i decide something with an open hear, i usually make the right decision."

"i've learned that even when i have pains, i don't have to be one."

"i've learned that everyday you should reach out and touch someone.

people love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back."

"i've learned that i still have a lot to learn."

"i've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did,

but people will never forget how you made them feel."

lessons from Kung Fu Panda.

2011-12-06T14:13:00.001+08:00

po, si panda jantan, yang sehari2 bekerja di toko mie ayahnya, memiliki impian untuk menjadi seorang pendekar kung fu. tak disangka, dalam pemilihan Pendekar Naga, Po di nobatkan sebagai Pendekar Naga yang di nanti-nantikan kehadirannya untuk melindungi desa dari balas dendam Tai Lung.

Saat menonton film animasi ini, kita seperti diingatkan tentang beberapa hal:

1. The secret to be special is you have to believe that you're special. Po hampir putus asa karena tidak mampu memecahkan rahasia kitab naga, yang hanya berupa lembaran kosong. wejangan dari ayahnyalah yang akhirnya membuatnya kembali bersemangat dan memandang positive dirinya sendiri. kalau kita berpikir diri kita ada special, unique, berharga, kita pun akan punya daya dorong untuk melakukan hal hal yang special. kita akan bisa, kalau kita berpikir kita bisa. seperti kata Master Oogway, You just need to believe.

2. teruslah kejar impianmu. po, panda gemuk yang untuk bergerak saja susah, akhirnya bisa menguasai ilmu Kung Fu. brapa banyak dari kitay yang akhirnya menyerah, gagal, mencapai impian karena terhalang oleh pikiran negative diri kita sendiri? sperti kata Master Oogway, kemarin adalah sejarah, esok adalah mystery, saat ini adalah anugrah, makanya disebut Present (hadiah). jangan biarkan diri kita dihalangi oleh kegagalan masa lalu dan ketakuran masa depan. ayo berjuanglah di masa sekarang yang telah di anugerahkan Tuhan padamu.

3. kamu idak akan bisa mengembangkan orang lain, sebelum kmu percaya dengan kemampuan orang itu, dan kemampuan dirimu sendiri. master ShiFu ogah2an melatih Po. ia memandang po tidak berbakat. kalaupun po bisa, mana mungkin ia melatih po dalam waktu sekejap. kondisi ini berbalik 180 degree stelah shiFu diyakinkan master Oogway (gurunya) bahwa po sungguh adalah pendekar naga, dan shifu satu2nya orang yang mampu melatihnya. sebagai guru atau orang tua, hal yang paling harus dihindari adalaha memberi label bahwa ank ini tidak punya peluang untuk berubah. sangatlah mudah bagi kita untuk menganggap orang lain tidak punya masa depan. kesulitan juga acap kali membuat kira kehilangan percaya diri, bahwa kita masih mampu untuk membimbing mreka.

4. tiap individu belajar dengan cara dan motivasinya sendiri. Shi Fu akhirnya menemukan bahwa po baru termotivasi dan bisa mengeluarkan semua kemampuannya bila terkait dengan makanan. po tidak bisa menjalani latihan seperti 5 murid jagoannya yang lain. demikian juga dengan setiap anak. kita ingat ada 3 gaya belajar yang kombinasi ketiganya membuat setiap orang punya gaya belajar yang unik. hal yang menjadi motivasi tiap orang juga berbeda2. ketika kita memaksakan keseragaman poses belajar, dipastikan akan ada ank2 yang dirugikan.

5. kebanggan berlebihan atas anak/murid/diri sendiri bisa membutakan mata kita tentang kondisi sebenarnya, bahkan bisa membawa mereka ke arah yang salah. master shiFu sangat menyayangi Tai Lung, seekor macan tutul, murid pertamanya, yang ia asuh sejak bayi. ia membentuk tai Lung sedemikian rupa agar sesuai dengan harapannya. memberikan impian bahwa Tai Lung akan menjadi pendekar naga yang mewarisi ilmu tertinggi. sayangnya, shiFu tidak melihat sisi jahat dari tai Lung dan harus membayar mahal, bahkan nyaris kehilangan nyawanya. seringkali kita memiliki image yang keliru tentang diri sendiri/anak/murid kita. parahnya, ada pula yang dengan sengaja mempertebal tembok kebohongan ini dengan hanya mau mendengar informasi dan konfirmasi dari orang2 tertentu. bru2 ini saya bertemu seorang ibu yang selama 14 tahun masih sibuk membohongi diri bahwa anaknya tidak autis. ia lebih senang berkonsultasi dengan orang yang tidak ahli di bidang autis. mendeskreditkan pandangan ahli2 di bidang autistik. dengan sengaja memilih therapist yang tidak kompeten, agar bisa disetir sesuai keinginannya. akibatnya proses therapy 11 tahun tidak membuahkan hasil yang significant. ketika kita punya image yang keliru, kita akan melangkah ke arah yang keliru.

6. hidup memang penuh kepahitan, tapi jangan biarkan kepahitan tinggal dalam hatimu. setelah dikhianati oleh tai Lung, shiFu tidak pernah lagi menunjukkan kebanggan dan kasih sayang pada murid2nya. sisi terburuk dari kepahitan adalah kita tidak bisa merasakan kasih sayang dan tidak bisa berbagi kasih sayang.

7. family is very important. di saat merasa terpuruk, po di sambut hangat oleh sang ayah. berkat ayahnya pula po dapat memecahkan rahasia kitab naga dan menjadi pendeka nomor1. sudahkah kita memberi dukungan pada anggota kluarga kita?

garuda, di dadaku..

2011-11-21T23:46:00.001+08:00

okay, so today, there's a sudden invitation from chef. he wanted to go for a drink somewhere near my house.. so he picked me up, and there we went to william's.. we talked for a while and then he invited susanne and her bro to join us.. drinking and watching football match, between indonesia and malaysia.. never thought that the game would be very exciting.. it was a bit boring at first, but then, later on, they got same score, 1-1, so they did the penalty thingy.. and it turned that the winner is malaysia.. well, as an indonesian, the only indonesian in william's.. well, not really only me, but there were few more people.. we were sad.. :( and somemore i was talking to kOjeg, wnr, by and freshly about the game.. we were sad :( even till he wrote :'( wooww.. yeahhh.. sad.

but still, indonesia did well. they played well. GO GO INDONESIA!!

Ayo putra bangsa, harumkan negeri ini
Jadikan kita bangga, indonesia

Tunjukkan dunia, bahwa ibu pertiwi, pantas jadi juara 
Indonesia

Jayalah negaraku tanah air tercinta indonesia raya
Jayalah negaraku tanah air tercinta indonesia raya

Garuda di dadaku, garuda kebanggaanku
Kuyakin hari ini pasti menang
Kobarkan semangatmu, tunjukkan sportivitasmu, 
Kuyakin hari ini pasti menang

where there's mirror, there we took photos. :P

2011-11-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

it's another sunday with the rockers.. 2 people were very kind to wake me up this morning.. thanks to them for their kind intention.. thanks viti and kOjeg.. :) well, actually i was already ready and was writing notes for the bell's performance.. yeap, then, i went down to the lobby to wait for the boys with viti at the lobby.. btw, thanks earl for allowing me to stay in your room for a night.

then me and viti went to church with masty, wnr, and aldyFu. arthy and kOjeg came later.. it was so cool that the musicians (except someone) worn all black and jeans. :D hehe.. so after the service ended, we all had a pre christmas meeting and then we continued with our practice.. the bells performance.. hmm, no need to be worried.. i guess. well, hopefully everything goes well. *crossing fingers* and the drama, well, im not worried, cos we have very good actors and actresses.. :D im okay with the drama, since bang juned isnt worried about it :D hehehehe

next thing to be worried is the MUSIC team!!!! oh man!!! gotta practice A LOT!

then, we all looked at the old pictures of aldyFu, bang juned, wnr, and the rests.. they looked very.. hmm, CUPU. hahahaha.. we laughed a lot, but maybe for someone, those old pics brought back his old memories.. then, we played actionary. when there were many people, we had 3 teams. aldy, shirly, and steviti (team 1), ovr, bang juned and uti (team 2), and wnr, masty, earl and billy (team 3). what i remembered the most is "happy feet" hahaha! cos we just watched the movie 2 days ago!! hahaha.. *hi5!!* when the taylorians went home, we changed the team members, so it was ovr, aldyFu, earl, masty on team 1, and juned, wnr, steviti and shirly on team 2. we won again! hahahaha..

then after that as usual, we all discussed where to go and what to do.. so, juned decided to go ikea for meatballs and to look for things for christmas. arthy, juned, ovr, wnr, uti in wnr's car.. and earl, masty, shirly, and aldyFu in aldy's car.. then we reached ikea, we sat down, and we waited for them to come. somebody went to the toilet and then he just queued up by himself without asking us if we wanted to order anything.. but good thing, somebody made an effort (at least) to call me when i didnt see his bbm. lol. (thanks for that :) hehe) he offered if i wanted anything. but too late, steviti went there to line up.. i sat there with the boys, masty, arthy, and wnr.. we took pics. hehehe.. :D then after they arrived, they went to queue up.. and then we had dinner there, and then we talked about "things we did when we were young" such as, our mom's karaoke team (for juned, aldyFu and steviti's mom), and "what the type of our first handphone was". LOL. hahaha..

earl yg slalu sadar camera. =.=

then we took a walk at ikea, we hung out, we laughed, and we took pics.. well, where there's mirror, we took pics. LOL. heheheheheh..

and then we talked about this:

and the guys: wnr, masty, juned and aldy talked about it.. with us, me and steviti.. so since then, the topic changed to "all about love" started with us the girls at the starbucks. heheehhe.. sooo, we talked about it there, and then aldyFu and masty joined us, we talked in front of forever21. hahahha :P we blocked the way. just to hear my story? hahahah :P then after that we went home, the formation changed: steviti, arthy, ovr, wnr, juned. we drove juned home, then we went to station one at sunway to continue our "talk".. sesi buka2an euy!! hahahah..

i like this pic :D

it was a nice talk with the rockers. :D hehehehe.. it was nice to be open to them, :) hehehehhehe.. and we watched sea games too!! the weight lifting part and the dancing in the swimming pool part. hehehe :P alhasil qta baru klar jm 1.30an makkkk.. =.=" thank you for wnr, arthy, and steviti who were very kind to send me back to dJ. thank you.. for calling me princess and treating me well, gentleman. :)

teringat..

2011-11-15T23:59:00.000+08:00

as i walked to the kitchen to refill my water bottle, i heard this song was played on the radio..

forever can never be long enough for me
to feel like i've had long enough with you
forget the world now, we won't let them see
but there's one thing left to do

now that the weight has lifted
love has surely shifted my way

marry me, today and everyday
marry me
if i ever get the nerve to say hello in this cafe
say you will
say you will

together can never be close enough for me
to feel like i am close enough to you
you wear white, and i'll wear out the words i love you
and you're beautiful

now that the wait is over
and love has finally showed her my way

marry me, today and everyday
marry me
if i ever get the nerve to say hello in this cafe
say you will
say you will

promise me, that you'll always be
happy by my side
i promise to sing to you
when all the music dies

marry me, today and everyday
marry me,
if i ever get the nerve to say hello in this cafe
say you will
say you will
marry me
(by train)

edo's farewell dinner (???? -- blame chef)

2011-11-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

so the event is called "edo's farewell dinner" at dodaimon great eastern mall.. it's not a farewell dinner, chef. =.=" the dinner started between 6-7pm.. i was surprised knowing that wnr and arthy would join us for dinner. so yea, they came and picked me up from dJ and then we all went to great eastern mall with the help of mr.google maps.. oh, this picture below is the google map chef tried to send me. hahahah.. with his new galaxy tab. =.="

we reached there by 7.30pm, when chef's parents had finished their meal. errr. hehehe.. sorry chef! we were greeted by zac and there was kLeb, susanne, chef and his family.. the next surprise was that ndrw, ahKit and sueAnn came to join us.. cos they clearly stated that they'd go for movie.. wow. hahaha.. what a nice surprise! :)

the foods

the people:

this is the experiment mr ahKit did.. he mixed the clams' oil with

vanilla ice cream and butter, and garlic (big ones) and then

to bbq it.. hmmmmmm. and actually it wasn't bad..

it tasted okayy.. woaahh.. hahaha..

our dinner was closed with a cake from starbucks. nice cakes, ahKit brought that for edo i guessed, but oh well, we all ate it. HAHA!

photo session after dinner, when everybody went for immortals already.. only chef, ovr, mabro, arthy and wnr left..

photos i like for the day! :D

after that we drove chef back to his house and then they drove me back to dJ. thank you!! :) good food, good people to hang out with :) hehehe..

and somebody was showing off that his phone follows the weather.

when its raining, so does his phone.

grrr.. =.=

you're not supposed to change to galaxy tab. grrrrr..

photos, photos, photos, and fun!!

2011-11-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

let the pictures show how fun we had during the practices and preparations for prechristmas.. :) 

and this was the first time we had a heart to heart talk with aldyFu about praise and worship.. there were ovr, juned, wnr and mabro.. well, we hope that the talk could give us some lessons to learn.. for lunch, at "that" table, they were talking about how he met her. then, after the practice, we went to cineleisure for immortals.. we expected a good movie!.. after buying the tickets, we all followed the guys for a pool.. the girls were just watching them playing, the guys, they had fun playing.. 

and then we went in to the cinema after waiting for hours.. arthy, steviti, wnr, earl, aldyFu, juned, ovr, mabro.. the movie was.. ermm.. too much blood and violence and.. in the middle of the movie, there was speaker problem.. sigh.. till juned went to complain.. that bad! i was like.. whaaaaaatt????.. i had no mood to watch it already.. NOT NICE.

then we had dinner and monopoly deal session at popeye's.. we stayed there till it was closed. mabro, aldyFu, ovr, wnr, arthy. earl, steviti, juned.. then we went home.. i was driving cos somebody was sleepy already.. so we didnt talk in the car.. 

strong, stronger.

2011-11-08T20:49:00.002+08:00

when i dont know what to do,

when i feel really sad,

this song came to me.

Ku mau slalu berdiam

hidup dalam janjiMu

merasakan indahnya

hidup dalam naunganMu

Engkaulah kekuatanku

sumber kehidupan ku

menara perlindungan

saat ku perlu

cukup bagiku Tuhan

kasih dan anugrahMu

di dalam kelemahanku

sempurna kebaikanMu

tubuh, jiwa dan rohKu

ku serahkan padaMu

sebagai persembahan yang

berkenan padaMu

(by jeffry s. tjandra)

*******

if you say im strong,

well thats not quite right..

do you wanna know who's the strong one?

this guy.

my bro.

he's waaaay much stronger than me.

trust me.

if i were on his shoes now,

i REALLY didnt know what to do and what to decide.

*******

okay, Prince on a white horse, pls get ready faster

im starving!!! >________<

and my day ended with a dinner at oma's :)

and it WAS a holiday after all! :)

2011-11-07T23:59:00.000+08:00

so today is idul adha's holiday.. for me, it's pretty nice to hear "Holiday" cos yeah, lately i've been sleeping very late and awaken early in the morning.. so a monday holiday is a very nice thing! :D even when i wake up at the same time i can still continue sleeping.. yyayyy.. :D \(`v`)/

but it wasn't as fun as what i thought, cos last night (well, this morning actually) somebody suggested to have lunch together with the surians, but then this person didn't update me about the news.. so it was nearly lunch time, i kept doing my chores to kill time.. i also texted chef to keep me accompanied.. till about 1.30 finally there's update about the lunch.. well, not really an update, but yeah, so to say, update. so yeah, i had to wait for the surians and mabro to reply my bbm.. till then, i kept ironing my clothes.. =.="

then about 2.30ish, i went to suria and just when i wanted to register as a visitor, kOjeg called me from his client's car..so we went up to lvya's.. and then we hung out there.. me, kOjeg, mabro, arthy, lvya and earlane.. we talked there, we laughed there quietly.. kOjeg was "stealing" movies from mabro's hard drive, the rests were just talking.. then he started with his talk about fish. on how to take care of fishes, how to keep a pregnant fish, where to put it, how about the circulation, etc.. but not about the turtle.. hahaha.. he doesnt like turtle.. and me and earlene, we played with the turtle. heheh.. the turtles were cute.. :D

then i mentioned caprissiosa and everyone agreed to eat there.. so we decided to eat there for dinner (for me) and lunch for the rests. and we had fun! :) hehe.. we talked about names on the way to sunway pyramid.. kOjeg is mr.Fangky, me is ms. Lo Shu Fan, and lvya as ms.cu yuk.. okay, so we reached there and then the girls went to post office, mabro went to popular, mr.Fangky and arthy went to caprissiosa..this is the fun we had! :D

that pepper thing! finally i could try using it! :P

this girl has a very nice smile :)

and happy halloween people! :D

from: the Rockers. :P

this is the cause of our happiness :D

the squid ink pasta. :p hahahah

and then we went back to suria.. on the way out from pyramid, arthy got a call from tante Ruth.. and next up, we were invited to a dinner at little korea.. wow.. man.. that was.. HA-HA.. but we went back to suria cos we had to wait for them to finish shopping.. so yeah, we hung out at lvya's room.. me,mr. Fangky, arthy, mabro and earlane.. and then 4 of us went off to little korea..

and the "awkward" matchmaking thing happened again.. and this time, again, from tahniah and tante Ruth. woahh.. and..

and so, after we fetched arthy back to suria, we dropped tahniah and her mom to concorde at bukit bintang area and then we drove mabro back to cheras.. and again, we didn't really talk.. well. we talked. abit. good night everyone! :)

n why were u blushin?

u're all red.

and why didnt you deny it?

do u...?

"..didnt say yes or no.." why?

2011-11-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

after church, we had christmas practice with the crews.. and then after that we all went to orange for lunch.. with the confusion about cars (and mabro -- well, ov, you know what.) in the end, mabro went there with aldyFu and we drove the taylorians back to their place.. my parents called to say hi when he was driving.. and everybody said hello om, tante.. and then after that we went to orange..

even though i tried, still i sat opposite to this person again.. >.< oh well.. and so tahniah started with the talk bout us..

why dont u just say no,

just to make it easier?

or do you....?

then we all went to suria.. hna and arthy, me and kOjeg, aldyFu, mbro and lvya.. as usual, we went to our basecamp, at arthy's.. let's see what we did there.. :D ahahahhaha..

beauty shop.

and there's some special sleeping style here.. :P

HAHA

and then we all introduced pictionary to tahniah, and then we all played that game. hahahah. tahniah and kOjeg, ovr, lvya and aldyFu, mabro and arthy. the game wasn't really funny.. :( sigh..

then we all played monopoly deal.. i played once, then i lost, so i didnt play anymore.. i watched them playing at the sofa.. kOjeg, aldyFu kept winning, and the girls only won once.. earlane won, lvya kept losing.. go girls! come on!!

and then we went home at about 1.30 something.. i dont know what time. hahah.. tomorrow is holiday!! yayyy!! :D

passport to bollywood.

2011-11-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

i had to drove from dJ to kampung warisan then back to dJ just to borrow dan's keyboard.. and then in the afternoon i had to drive to melia hotel for this annual dinner for melia's staffs. and thank God the show went well.. they all enjoyed themselves..

ps: sorry for not replying your text mista.. and mrs..

if times were money, people with cars would have died faster, because they needed to buy petrol.. and he laughed.

2011-11-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

this is what i saw after i taught at bangsar.. this cute cloud reminded me of the one from pixar's short movie... the cute cumulonimbus..

and then, at home, after taking a nap, i watched this video on facebook.. it's a very touching video. i cried like nobody's business.. and then after that chef asked me to try facebook's video call.. well it's actually not bad i think.. but still, i prefer skype. hahahah :P

and then at night, somehow the ways were just opened.. i dont know why and how.. first, my practice was cancelled cos the drummer had something on.. and then i told chef, "genting trip!!!!" and soooo, i went to shower.. it was about 8.30ish.. or 9ish.. then i went downstairs, and somehow maritel asked me about how to use webcam on yahoo messenger.. okay, i couldn't say no.. i just helped her.. and somehow, i was so relaxed, didnt really hope for this genting trip.. then, i took my time going in to the car, starting the engine, turning on the ac and opening the gate.. i just took my time. and then, suddenly, my there was a message in my bbm, from someone who just finished working and asked me to go for a movie and dinner..

and so, this chef, asked me to go with someone.. and so, i went to tropicana mall to watch in time.. he told me that he got acknowledgement from nestle, that his packaging is actually mat kool's packaging benchmark for asia.. or south east asia.. CONGRATULATIONS!! :) and then he bought sunway and put it in my bag. oh ya! joseph prince preached at lakewood church last sunday!!! woaaahh!!

so, we watched in time.. and amanda seyfried is actually very pretty and cool here. very different. and i like her style here.. very nice. and she said "we look cute together" which is true.. she and justin timberlake. hahah.. well, this movie was pretty confusing and blurry.. nice, but a bit too long.. it was boring. a bit.

and then after the movie, we talked about it.. basically, both of us were confused, yet enjoying it.. and again, his wish to eat at the nice claypot shop couldnt come true.. :P ahahah..

RIP uncle brian tan, the inspiration.

2011-10-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

i went to gasing in the morning, and i found out that the school was closed. well, somehow, it wasn't a really surprising thing for me.. its more like an "arghh" thing.. cos i've been very sleepy these two days and waking up in the morning, for nothing so to say, (why am i complaining here?) i just wanted to continue sleeping.. so i drove home and lied down on my bed.. i got to sleep for another 1 or 2 hours..

and then, i went to ampac for a meeting with boss.. but something happened.. she was crying on the phone after hearing bad news about uncle brian tan. everyone loves uncle brian.. everyone says good thing about uncle brian.. i dont know whom he is, but may God bless you uncle brian. :)

so yeah, when she calmed down, finally she was able to talk, and still i saw her expression, eventhough she was sad about uncle brian, somehow she could still smile.. how strong she is..

after that i went to the bank with liz, then i went to pyramid to meet my bro and arthy, then we went to suria for dinner, with uti too.. and we watched conan, then after taking a nap, i fetched him back to cheras, then i went home..

"i feel bad" answer "..........."

2011-10-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

okay.. this morning, thanks to arthy to call us, me and lpyak woke up.. if he didnt call i didnt think we would wake up.. and it was 9am when he woke us up.. =.=" so i bathed quickly, i got ready quickly, and then i went down with arthy and he drove to church.. so yeah, i met the rests in church, then during the sermone, everyone who slept over at suria were sleepy.. and we all sat at the back rows.. so that it's easier to go to the bathroom just in case we needed to wash our face..

and then after that we had christmas practice.. the bells and abit of the drama.. and i could see that some people were not satisfied with the casts.. hmmm :s so they slept.. look at these people..

and then next stop is suria again, cos they were really sleepy.. so we went there and we took a nap and hung out there.. kOjeg, aldyFu, ovr, mabro, arthy. after sleeping for few hours, we all played uno for awhile and then we had dinner at little korea.. so much food and fun :D

this coin had been marinated in kimchi soup, iced green tea and salty sauce.

lpyak's hidden talent

and then as usual, after fetching the surians back to their place, kOjeg drove us home.. and right next to tropicana mall office, at the traffic light there, the proton died. i didn't know what to do! seriously!! thank God kOjeg was there. he pushed the car to the left side of the road and tried to check the engine.. and apparently he knew about car.. so yeah, he knew what's the problem, and he talked to the ladyboss what we needed.. so she and uncle came to the rescue.. after filling it with water and tighten the tube, we sat inside the car, i didnt look ok i think.. he said its the mechanic's fault.. and thenafew minutes later i tried to start the engine, and it worked! the engine worked!! thanks God!!! and then i drove him back to his house, and i drove home, he checked the car again, then he let me go when it's safe..

and then i went to the bungalow to exchange the car.. hmm, guess what, classic question was asked,"is he your bf? :D " hmmm..